Heartbreaker );

寂寞寂寞就好 by Hebe

還是原來那個我 不過流掉幾公升淚所以變瘦
對著鏡子我承諾 遲早我會還這張臉一堆笑容

不算什麼 愛錯就愛錯
早點認錯 早一點解脫

我寂寞寂寞就好 這時候誰都別來安慰擁抱
就讓我一個人去痛到受不了 想到快瘋掉
死不了就還好

我寂寞寂寞就好 你真的不用來我回憶裡微笑
我就不相信我會笨到忘不了 賴著不放掉
人本來就寂寞的 借來的都該還掉
我總會把你戒掉

還是原來那個你 是我自己做夢你有改變什麼
再多的愛也沒用 每個人有每個人的業障因果

會有什麼 什麼都沒有
早點看破 才看得見以後

我寂寞寂寞就好 這時候誰都別來安慰擁抱
就讓我一個人去痛到受不了 想到快瘋掉
死不了就還好

我寂寞寂寞就好 你真的不用來我回憶裡微笑
我就不相信我會笨到忘不了 賴著不放掉
人本來就寂寞的 我總會把你戒掉

Take a bullet straight through my brain.

Shooooo ,

I'm here to brag :p

But before that , let me post up a few pictures of myself.

It was a camwhore day that day so I think I took around 40+ over pictures with the skeleton top. I love it so much , I think I should buy one for myself from Raqul Reed.

oh, where's the like button! :D

SS, can die.

So one fine friday after school , I came home with a super duper vuper exhausted feeling hitting on my bones. I was so tired that I actually lie on my bed with my uniform on. Poor bed D: And then , my sis was like " EH , YOUR PARK JUNG MIN." then throw. I was like

OH

MY

GOD.

So, I was holding it like some treasure that cost a few million and then start to flip over it then get all excited like a kid that just get a lollipop. It feels like , I'm seeing him in real but.. Okay, i dont even know how to express it.

I've been waiting for like a month plus for this album to ship from Korea.

Oh well,

I just have to brag about it because it's from Korea wtf.

Camwhore Camwhore first ,

Just so you know ,

Park Jung Min's concept for this album was emo , tired and lonely. So I just have to wear black and then look emo to match with it. Look at those eyebags, omgwtfbbq.

Look at the shiny part, ngehehehe :D

Inside ,

p.s I never really like take all the contents cos I was too lazy , ngehehe :D

Okay , that's only one picture.

Come my house only I show you, ngehehehhe :D

there!

You see how dark the eyeliner is. Oh well , that's the emo , tired and lonely feeling. I should put more eyeliner instead pftt.

But

JungMinlove is really very ); AHHH, SO SEXY :D

And , very

kieeeoooppppta!

(means cute)

And ,

I just have to

picture of the day!

I seriously like the skeleton top alot omg :D

Oh , this album totally makes my day :D

And also,

you , jungminnie :)

Who's going to UKISS fan meeting anyways ? :D

tell me .

xo.

Secret , you're my secret.

How long since I've been here.

I've been signing in the blogshop's one often

and I almost abandon here but oh well,

it's different.

I'm starting to worry nao.

It's still under a critical condition.

This feeling sucks and I'm so tired

and annoyed nowadays until Idk what to do.

Throws those things aside,

I've been very busy.

And also ,

exam's around the corner and I don't

even know anything. I am starting

to be panick nao.

Tuesday was a public holiday

and so , I went out with ze twins and others.

I've to bring Chloe along since noone

will be at home.

Ah this girl ,

Just so you know,

it runs in the blood. :p

reach there around 1045am

and , was the earliest like wtf.

I've never been the earliest.

I'm always the latest , things change :p

walked into The Apartment ,

stoned for awhile then walk out.

Went to Cineleisure ,

take note at the woman loacted between me and lisa, she pouting for the camera. like omgwtfbbq, dman freaky can!

picture of the day

don't ask.

Went to italinnies for lunch and have a good talk.

Walk around and then got home by 4.

Stop by Pyramid , brought a bag at asian avenue.

Satisfied! :D

And then sis and I got our ass off to LRT station

to get to KL.

:D

And look at the picture below.

the guy -.-

I asked my sis to take a picture of me

and that guy perasan that we're taking a picture of him

then he gave us a i-am-so-gonna-keeel-you-if-you-take-my-pic

stare and he was freaking us out for the whole fifteen minutes.

And he very smelly !

Went over to my relative's hse and have dinner.

Today in school!

In a camwhore mood.

Was having double period of english

and slept. Teacher woke up me

and I tried to stay awake.

Couldn't stand it and so, I went to the toilet

and camwhore -.-

sho sleepy! :O

Achi came in and saw me sitting on the sink.

She was like O.O her eyeballs almost pop out,

I tell you. I then faster get back to class.

I feel alot better after that.

In physics lab,

twwwiiinnnnnns :p

vonnie! best picture ever.

Just like another usual friday .

Went out for lunch and so,

I didn't get to the bank.

I wanted to get a card for myself.

I wonder how does it feel like having a card :o

Got home around 330pm

and

find out that,

Park Jung Min's not alone album have arrived !

Sister lied to me and say that ,

it would be 3 weeks later.

Omo, the album is just right beside me right nao .

And it's only freaking 49 bucks!

You couldn't find it in Msia!

They don't even have UKISS original album in Msia.

like omgwtfbbq.

The contents is awesome,

alot of postcards and stuff.

I'll make another post for it soon.

Perhaps tmr?

Kenot la! must brag about it alot!

Was trying to copy one of his postcards. The emo + scary feeling kind of thing.

Anyways,

do you like my top?

If you do , click here

xx.

p.s I hope whatever I'm feeling right now is just an illusion. If it is , why is the left side of my chest feeling uncomfortable. );

Raqul Reed

Think that I'm crazy or what, taking picture with a toilet bowl!

Visit

RAQUL REED.

xo.

p.s feeling good.

The way you make me look like a fool.

I'm so tired today.

Too many events lately. And I have not been staying at home for weekends. I'm been very exhausted and this makes my moodswings change even more frequent. I'm feeling tired like almost everyday.I feel so tired and I couldn't go to bed. This is so depressing. Exam's around the corner and I've not even study abit.

Got myself up to a party just nao, spent ze quality with MingLi and SookMun. Oh well, the three of us just rot there and yeah, talked about life. Never really exactly do anything but still, tired.

I'm going to bed nao.

loves.

p.s I feel mad that time, just so you know.